We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

happy birthday, i guess

by Noa Mal

/
1.
party's over 01:09
I SAW AN OLD PHOTOGRAPH AND I THINK I CRIED THERE’S NOTHING LEFT OF ME FROM WHO I USED TO BE 17 YEARS AGO WANNA LEAVE EVERYTHING AND TAKE IT BACK TO WHERE I STARTED FROM THE TOP INSTEAD OF THIS HELL THAT I AM IN I CHANGED TOO MUCH I WANTED TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THE KID THAT I ONCE WAS BUT SHE IS GONE
2.
DON’T MIND THE TASTE JUST TAKE A SIP AND LET IT SLIP FROM YOUR MOUTH DOWN TO YOUR STOMACH IT WON’T TAKE TOO LONG, YOU’LL FEEL A BIT LIKE A DOG WAITING FOR HIS MASTER TO COME HOME AND IT’S NOT TOO MUCH TO ANALYZE JUST LET IT FILL YOUR HEART AND YOUR MIND THIS BLUE LEMONAIDE IS THE ONLY CURE AND AID FOR YOUR ACHING HEART AND YOUR HEAVY SOUL THIS BLUE LEMONAIDE THE ONLY LIVING PROOF OF JUST HOW WEAK U ARE HOW WEAK WE REALLY ARE THIS GLASS THAT YOU WILL TAKE IS THE ONLY SAVIOR THAT’S COMING TO SAVE YOU BUT IT’S GOING TO, DROWN YOU AGAIN SHE LOOKS AT HER WATCH, LIKE THE WORLD, IT’S TURNING HOW THE HELL IS SHE GOING TO GET HOME NOW? BUT ALL HER FRIENDS ARE LAYING ON THE CARPET, JUST LIKE LITTLE KIDS WAITING FOR THEIR MOMS TO PICK EM UP, TO PICK EM UP IT’S NOT TOO MUCH TO ANALYZE WE’RE ALL JUST WANTING, WANTING TO DIE THIS BLUE LEMONAIDE IS THE ONLY CURE AND AID FOR YOUR ACHING HEART AND YOUR HEAVY SOUL THIS BLUE LEMONAIDE THE ONLY LIVING PROOF OF JUST HOW WEAK U ARE HOW WEAK WE REALLY ARE THIS GLASS THAT WE WILL TAKE IS THE ONLY SAVIOR THAT WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR BUT IT’S GOING TO, DROWN US AGAIN BLUE LEMONAIDE BLUE LEMONAIDE BLUE LEMONAIDE BLUE LEMONAIDE BLUE LEMONAIDE BLUE LEMONAIDE
3.
no capo 04:30
THE RAIN FALLS HARD AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD I FEEL LONELY CAUSE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL ABOUT YOU ANYMORE AND IM SO SORRY THERES NOTHING QUITE AS HARD AS SAYING THOSE THREE WORDS WHEN I DON’T MEAN IT I HOPE YOU KNOW I FALL APART CAUSE I DON’T FEEL THE SAME NOT FOR A MINUTE IT’S 3:43 BUT I DON’T WANT YOUR HANDS ALL OVER ME GOTTA SAY GOODBYE YOU’VE MADE ME FEEL SO HIGH BUT NOW I JUST FEEL SO LOW, SO LOW I THINK I WANNA STAY JUST FOR ANOTHER DAY I FEEL CRAZY BUT I HAVE LOVED YOU QUITE ENOUGH TO EVEN LET THIS GO, SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME NOW I’M COUNTING ALL THE TEARS THAT FALL DOWN MY CHEEKS, MY HEAD IS SPINNING FROM ALL THE BOTTLES THAT I'VE DRAINED AND ALL THE TEXTS YOU HAVE SENT YOU CAN’T SAVE ME IT’S 3:43 BUT I DON’T WANT YOUR HANDS ALL OVER ME GOTTA SAY GOODBYE YOU’VE MADE ME FEEL SO HIGH BUT NOW I JUST FEEL SO LOW, SO LOW IT’S 3:43 AND I DON’T WANT YOUR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND ME I GOTTA SAY GOODBYE YOU’VE MADE ME FEEL SO HIGH BUT NOW I JUST FEEL SO LOW, SO LOW IT’S 5:45 AND YOU’RE NOT EVEN RUNNING IN MY MIND I GOTTA SAY GOODBYE YOU’VE MADE ME FEEL SO HIGH BUT NOW I JUST FEEL SO LOW
4.
NOW THE PARTY IS OVER THEY ARE GOING TO GET HOME I JUST WISH THAT ON THEIR RIDE HOME, THEY WOULD DIE MY BIRTHDAY WISH IS PROBABLY A BIG BLACK BUS WOULD HIT THEM DECAPITATE THEM WATCH THEM DIE THEY ALL SAY THAT IM A BAD FRIEND CAUSE I DON’T GIVE THEM WHAT THEY WANT I TOLD EM DON’T FALL IN LOVE JUST YET BUT LITTLE ONES, DON’T U FRET YOUR FRIEND IS HERE TO SAVE YOU FROM THIS BAD BAD BAD WORLD YOUR FRIEND IS HERE TO SAVE YOU FROM A BIG BAD BAD WOLF OH TOO BAD YOU DON’T HAVE ANY FRIEND NO FRIEND AT ALL SHE WAS WILLING TO SAVE YOU BUT YOU CALLED HER A WHORE NOW THE DRINKING IS OVER I JUST WISH I WAS SOBER SO I COULD PUT AMMONIA IN THE WINE ADD SOME BLEACH WHILE YOU LEAN ON EACH OTHER AND CRY THEY ALL SAY THAT IM A BAD FRIEND CAUSE I DON’T GIVE THEM WHAT THEY WANT I TOLD EM DON’T FALL IN LOVE JUST YET BUT LITTLE ONES, DON’T U FRET YOUR FRIEND IS HERE TO SAVE YOU FROM THIS BAD BAD BAD WORLD YOUR FRIEND IS HERE TO SAVE YOU FROM A BIG BAD BAD WOLF OH TOO BAD YOU DON’T HAVE ANY FRIEND NO FRIEND AT ALL SHE WAS WILLING TO SAVE YOU BUT YOU CALLED HER A WHORE
5.
I THINK THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO WIPED MY TEARS WHEN I WAS SLEEPING BUT I DON’T KNOW WHO IT WAS AND IT REALLY SOUNDS FUCKED UP CAUSE I WAS DRINKING BLUE LEMONADE ALL DAY TIL THE EVENING AND I KNEW IVE HAD ENOUGH BUT MY MIND JUST WONT SHUT UP AND ITS TELLING ME TO DRINK IT ALL GO AHEAD AND BE SOMEONE YOURE NOT NO ONE’S HERE TO MAKE YOU CRY JUST SPIN THE BOTTLE AND RAISE YOUR GLASS SMILE THROUGH THE BITTER TASTE OF WINE, IN YOUR BLOOD, IT’S BOILING YOUR SOUL UP, BUT YOU DON’T GIVE A FUCK YOU’RE JUST LAUGHING THOUGH YOUR HEART IS ACHING BAD, LET IT OUT, CRY IT ALL OUT, YOU’RE JUST GIVING UP THERE’S NOTHING MORE I WANT THAN TO BE SOBER CAUSE MY HEAD IS KILLING ME WITH ALL THE THOUGHTS AS DEEP AS SEAS HE’S OUT THERE, NOT THINKING OF ME, THIS MORNING AND IT IS REALLY CLEAR CAUSE HE DIDN’T MAKE IT HERE OH SO I’M JUST GONNA DRINK IT ALL SO THE THOUGHT OF HIM WON’T EVEN BOTHER TO KNOCK ON MY HEAVY METAL MIND AND SILICON SOFT HEART SMILE THROUGH THE BITTER TASTE OF WINE, IN YOUR BLOOD, IT’S BOILING YOUR SOUL UP, BUT YOU DON’T GIVE A FUCK YOU’RE JUST LAUGHING THOUGH YOUR HEART IS ACHING BAD, LET IT OUT, CRY IT ALL OUT, YOU’RE JUST GIVING UP SMILE THROUGH THE BITTER TASTE OF BLOOD, IN YOUR HEAD, IT’S BURNING YOUR HEART OUT, BUT YOU DON’T GIVE A FUCK YOU’RE JUST LAUGHING THOUGH YOUR HANDS ARE GETTING NUMB, SHAKE IT OFF, CRY IT ALL OUT, YOU’RE JUST GIVING UP, YOU’RE JUST GIVING UP TEARS ARE WATER TEARS ARE WATER TEARS ARE WATER TEARS ARE WATER SMILE THROUGH THE BITTER TASTE OF WINE, IN YOUR BLOOD, IT’S BOILING YOUR SOUL UP, BUT YOU DON’T GIVE A FUCK

about

another collection of sad, shitty songs

credits

released March 26, 2018

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Noa Mal Philippines

contact / help

Contact Noa Mal

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Noa Mal, you may also like: